Poems of the Sangha 

More offerings from our Sangha sisters and brothers

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The following poems are from
Bella Garrison

When you just know

It’s a knowing

You can’t explain

 

Something deep inside

A well.  A very deep well

A knowing that sometimes we don’t like

Sometimes you just let go of things that we don’t want to

Things that we’ve invested in

People whom we truly love,

Feel so connected to

Then we do it and we grow

More than we could ever know

 

The knowing, the expansiveness

Is beyond our wildest dreams

When we’re so alive

Free and open

Feeling the wind like never before

Happiness surrounds you

Know there’s no turning back

It’s a choice to be free or not to be free

 

We are flying, floating, passionate

Fully experiencing this beautiful life

 

 

 

 

 


 

Relax into the knowing

 

Relax into the knowing

Breathe deep and sigh

Don’t ask why

be with the opening

nothing to fear

 

You are supported You are guide

You don’t even really need to be supported because you are free

Free to fly

Free to live

Open so wide

With everything to give

Expansive and true

It’s all inside you

 

live to feel and live to give

Well here it is so beautiful and free

It’s all right here now its time to live and be

 

Just live this life the likes and don’t’ likes be with yourself

You’re the most fun of all

It just takes practice, time to be

Be with what’s inside just you and me

The higher self is watching you now

Loving and supporting you right now

 

The story unfolds so tried and true

Comforting me and comforting you

The child is here looking up at you

Will you play with me?

 

I will be with you through and through all things

As we do what we do

Life goes on and we move about

Grant me this energy that moves throughout

This body unfolds thru time as a star in space as a moment in time

 

Vastness is expansive, like scary too

It’s so big and so strong it vibrates too

It can be intimidating it can take your breath away

It’s only really energy just moving thru

Like the way its’ supposed to

It’s just finally doing its thing to do.

 

Open to the possibilities of what life can be (or bring)

Don’t strive don’t drive don’t push aside

All of what you used to hide

Bring forth the magic what’s on the inside

the gold the treasure where love resides

 


 

The Branches of our Lives

 

The branches of our lives

Criss cross and entwine

The holdings are there

They are true

Until we breathe

And

Open up to you

The branches don’t move

The branches are free & entwined

 

We don’t know how this came to be

How we are free and bound

To live, write and just be

Be with what is

The blocks and the holdings

Be who we are

The doings and the moldings

We are not who we thought we were

We are not the outer ways

The new is unfolding

 

To remain flexible

To strive and drive

And then release

This new way of living

With

No plans and no holdings

 

Knowing others inabilities to open

Knowing their doubts, disbeliefs

We were here too

Now their gone

Space creates new friends

People around us have changed

Yet, family remains the same

However, communicating differently

Communicating anew

 

Energy ... in words

Energy ... in exchanges

Our body’s awareness

Still remains

The vehicle for sensing

The ways of this life

 

This voice is coming out

It’s finding its life

 

Voice is something that we can no longer resist

Expression

The emptiness

The space

And the food we give it

Energy is the

Food of life

Food of love

 

The nurturing of like minded people

The nourishing food we offer our bodies

People around us

The thoughts we grant space

Emotions we release

In spirit we flow

 

We let go the possibilities of going back

Going back to old loves...

We want to and we don’t

We miss what it gave us

We want to go back

To prove we can do it?

Or to just be

To be there, to be free

To transform the old energy

We know that we could have done it at a different time in this life

But couldn’t recently...

 

We wanted the outer ways for some time

It interfered with our insides

And taught us so much

Knowing...

Of whom we really are and who we practice to be

The ways in which we need to live

How we discipline ourselves

 

So much resistance today

We want to know

Instead to let go

Oh....

And then we remain free to not know

Not having to know

And now remember once again that we

Hold in our thoughts, emotions, physical blocks,

Keeping back the spirit and the flow

The flow of our expressions, voice, our love

 

These blocks

remain in our body

wanting to be released

When it is not

We cry

When it is not

It hurts

We develop compassion

For our body’s way of communicating with us

Is to let us know,

We feel it talking to us,

We release it

We heal it

We let it go

It is what it is 

Whatever that may be

 


The following poems are from
Diane Negvesky

My Father’s Joy

 

 

I never mothered a child.  I stand in fear of infants.

And yet, I am a childlike adult.

My six-year-old niece honors my silliness with cards and hugs.

 

My mother grieves the maturity I seem to lack

            although her sensing and sensible self makes noble attempts to bridge

            that chasm between her practicality and my ozone-ness. 

 

My father’s comical examples testify every day of my life

           that joy cannot be sought after consciously.

Joy just is – but all the serious stuff gets in its way.

 

My father is a cancer survivor.

He faced the medical news with a smile and decision.

“Cut out that part of me that doesn’t work,” he said. 

            “Let the rest of me go on its merry way.”

 

Such lightness does not come easily to my mother

             who speaks to her god in stern, incensed churches

             where god does not always seem to listen.

 

Dad does not believe in God, or in going to church.

But his gratitude for life is a bountiful flow to an entity that responds with bliss.

Dad is just so happy to be alive.

 

In quiet moments, I see myself surfing atop life.

The waves come and go, and the wretched rip-tide beckons – 

 “I can break your little body into pieces.

 Just come down here where I am,” it says.

There is evil. It is strong.  There is darkness beneath every turn.

 

But my father is a swimmer.

He knows better than to defy the direction of the tide.

Just float, go with it, and enjoy the ride.

 

 

 


 

A Fearful Foot

 

 

It’s hard to drive with a fearful foot. 

An early accident and early life conspired to form a terrifying view of the road.

 

Life would take off in spurts.

Full throttle, slow down, speed up.

Acceleration and glides, skates of smooth satisfaction.

Then, sharp turns, slow down, skid shut –

                        Must have taken the wrong turn again.

 

Some days the road ahead is clear and bright.

But then I remember the fear bred into my right foot.

 

“Always hold your foot over the brake,” she said.

“You must be prepared for what can happen at any moment.

  That’s what I do.”

 

It’s hard to drive with a fearful foot. 

The gas gets wasted, momentum caught up in fitful stops.

 

But I’m lifting my foot high now.

It brazenly quivers in mid-air. 

Propelled by possibility, I surge ahead.

The hell with the brake, I’m driving on. 

 

 

 

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